Dec 30, 2011

Once Upon a time I could cook... really delicious food.

Then I got married and suddenly lost all ability to make a decent meal.  I think it was the addition of pressure to be a good wife

Bust last night... OH... LAST NIGHT... I made the best curry EVER!  It was delicious and amazing and I'm so proud!

Also, This is the dialogue on repeat in my head the last week or so: "I feel fat.  No, you don't feel fat.  Fat is not a feeling.  What are you really feeling Lisa?"

Answer:  Discouraged, angry, unhappy, and hopeless about my ever not-shrinking frame.  Lots of people manage to be skinny or get skinny.  Why can't I mange either one!?!?