Well I felt so discouraged and in limbo I called the doctor and they squeezed me in an appointment yesterday and the man of my dreams even came with me! I figured that was easier than trying to relay all the information back to him. The doctor is not convinced I have lactose intolerance. He said that after looking at my food intake/symptom journal he thinks it might be a fat mal-absorption problem.... whatever that means. So I'm still off of dairy until Friday night when I get to/have to binge on dairy! Ok well, actually I have to drink a glass or two of milk. Then wait.... near a toilet preferably. If I get sick within 20 minutes - lactose intolerance. If I get sick hours later more tests. And once this little test is done I'm going to eat a lot of sweets... probably some ice cream and some chocolate. Maybe Mac & Cheese. Those are the things I miss most. For some reason that visit made me feel really hopefully.... but maybe it's just cause I get to eat delicious things on Friday night.... what a date night! After the doctor visit we went shopping! So fun. I got a new perfume.... Viva La Juicy!
Now lets talk about what a gloomy day today has been! I love it! It's not brighter now at 1pm than it was at 8am. I can have my office blinds open without squinting into the brightness... I love the smell of rain... and tonight (or for sure this weekend) I'm going to be getting out my winter/fall clothes and putting away my summer clothes and that has all the excitement of brand new clothes without the torture of having to try them all on in a dressing room. Also, this weather make me want to take a nap, or watch PS I love you wrapped up in a blanket with my lover!